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Fk, I don't know what to do but cry.. Tony has been gone for like hours now and he should be back long ago but his not, I'm worried. I'm so damn worried. His fine, I know, but you know, I'm freaking worried. Come home already!!!! I miss you :(

The moment I got out of the house, it was friggin cold. Walking past the park near my house, it was layered with ice, snowy white I should say. It looked so beautiful, I wished it could snow here in Sydney. I am so not in the mood for school these days considering the bloody cold weather and of course, school overall. I didn't want to go to school tmrw but I don't know, something is telling me to. No sleeping in tmrw for me damnit. Well, it's the last day for me so it's good enough, I can sleep all I want on Friday unless Tony decides to come over and wake me up. Anyway, not in the mood to blog. I am so fucking worried that its not funny. Where is Tony? is he okay? did anything happen? why isn't he calling me back? is he safe? OMGGGG :'( FK. BYE.

you don't know what you're missing out, until the day it finally arrives.

I swear, I got up, got dressed ready to go to school then wam, I got a massive headache. yeah, I could've went to school with a headache that lasted the whole day but I didn't, I wanted to go to sleep again, I'm such a lazy shit but it's okay, it's only the last week of school. The day I decide to be away, the day our year 12 jackets arrive, I don't think it's actually worth the time that we've waited for it but I'll see when I see it tmrw - mixed reviews really. I slept basically the whole day today and well, I managed to get some work done. Finally, something productive. It made me feel so much better though, so I guess something does come out of it. I finished my maths and business notes.

I was gonna go running today to do some damn exercise in years, seriously, it's been years since I've actually exercise. It was too cold so I didn't, too lazy too to admit. I hate winter, I hate it so much. Why is it so cold? does it get any friggin colder? faraout, what the hell are we supposed to wear in this weather and what the hell are we supposed to do. Not to mention going to school wearing a skirt. Okay, my fault for not wearing stockings but still, it's friggin cold even with stockings on. I can't wait for summer!! by then, I'll be the happiest girl, well I guess everyone will be.

You know what? I'm getting sick of my black hair now, I want to go back to brown. I don't even know what colour to dye it anymore considering I've dyed it like every colour you can think of. I'm trying to not dye as much anymore, so I'll stay as black for a while, hopefully. Some people are getting haircuts and things and I should get a haircut soon too. I want something different this time, but I don't know what. Gnight.

Dianna Agron is gorgeous, love her.

and five years later I still call you baby, you've been there when it was crazy.

What a day, didn't do any work really it was a total bludge. I don't think I should of came but I have to, not really but I did unfortunately. I just hate it when it's the last week of school cause it kills my study mood and the mood of doing work, what a pain. I was planning to stay home tmrw but I'm not. I don't want to get into that habit when there's only one term left. Anyway, today I realised guys are just hilarious, like funny in a way where you laugh at them not with them. The things they say are just so funny and how they say it.

Anyways, I am deciding what to get Tony for his 19th birthday, jeez fk, oldie much? I don't know, I have so many options and I don't know what to choose. I'm chatting to him atm on msn and omfg, he made me laugh so much like seriously, ALOT. Literally "rofl", "lol" and "lmao". So anyway, enough about that idiot. I managed to clean my room and my vanity table today! it looks so clean, it hasn't been this clean in like, ages. I want to re-stock on my makeup and things but fk, I have to save up for Tony's present that is gonna make me broke. I seriously hate being un-employed. $$$$$$$$$$$$$.

Oh shit, I feel like staying home tmrw but a part of me doesn't want to. School or nool? :/

I wanted to stop blogging but I just miss it whenever I don't. I got sick of my old skin so I changed the background but other than that, everything else is about the same. Last week of school, tell me who won't be excited? yeah okay, even if I have to do work and study, I'm still excited for it because it's freaking holidays. I'm gonna go out, parties and shopping!! it feels like forever since I last went. Anyway, tomorrow is Tony's last shift at Hungry Jacks and I cannot be any happier. He doesn't need to wake up at 4 in the morning anymore and a new job, means shopping for who? ME. I made him promise me to take me on a shopping spreee buahaa, what a bitch I am but umm, its what a boyfriend are supposed to do right? yeah totally.

So today I realised something strange about my belly ring, it looks like it's infected or something fuck me, it's like my second pierced and if it's infected well, I can't do much but rage at myself. I'm bored of it anyway so it's okay but I hate the time it takes to heal. Tony's going to take me to go check up on it tmrw so hopefully everythings okay, if not, fuck you piercing. I hate piercings now, don't even know why I went to get it back then. It's hidden anyway, it's not like I'm gonna wear a shirt where people is going to see it. I was so excited to go watch toy story 3 with Tony today but then the weather was gay and he slept til 2 because that dighead left me alone until 5.30 am jks 8-)

In these holidays I have so many things in my mind that I want to do. A definite goal for me is definitely study but other than that I must buy the things I need to and go out as much as possible with studying fitted somewhere in that schedule. I think I might go search for my formal dress as well, something different. Definitely not black or white. God, I hate being a girl, getting tempted over every shoes, clothes, make-up, well everything you see.

I'm going to buy Tony Bianco's Caska in black, you sexy thang.

Close your eyes, clear your heart, let it go.

The fucking feeling of relief after doing an exam. Ancient History killed my life yesterday and my hands today. My hands felt like they were gonna fall off and I bludged today because I think I need it after studying on Sunday. I watched Kickass and yeah, even though I am late, it was an awesome movie. Okay, I'm sure everyone's watched it already but just maybe, there are people out there like me who haven't okay. Anyways, Tony came to visit me again today and he told me he got fined again, like what the hell, twice in two weeks? faraout cops are so mean. poor baby. Anyways, I can't be bothered for blogging anymore, it's so boring. catch me on tumblr or something :)

Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.

What a tiring day, for some reason. School was quite short for me because my Science teacher wasn't here so I finished at 12, wooooo. I also finish at 12 tomorrow, great great! School is so boring these days, all you do is work and more work. There are a few bludge here and there but not like before. Things change too which is surprisingly considering what sort of things change. Didn't expect it, but it happened. It's like everything around me is changing so fast and the people.. some, in a good way, some not in a bad way.. just, I don't know. But anyway, I love my life. I love the people in it, though I've lost many in my life, it's okay there's always others who make me happy. There's literally a term left and it's so fast but totally far. I want it to end now. I want to do things I enjoy, being able to do whatever I want, not study.. that much. Well at least not stress myself out.

Anyway, I'm craving for yum cha and my boyfriend, being him, always takes me out to eat whenever I crave for something. I love love you! He came over today and we were both being Asians making mi goreng to eat, I was so hungry and I'm hungry now. Waiting for parents to come home and make me dinner. Oh wait my parents are home now. I'm gonna go eat. I don't even know why I'm typing this yes. BYEEEEE :)

What a long day after a great long weekend. I just didn't want to return to school. I made dinner for my parents today and they really liked it and asked if I can make them dinner from now on. Oh great LOL. Nah jokes, I don't mind cooking, it's just tiring though but its all worth it making food for the people you love. yes, that includes my boyfriend. I managed to finish my Ancient Essay together, the second one and I hate the fact that I can't study. It's annoying!! always have things that comes up and I have my Ancient and Business exam next week :(. I guess it's no time to panic. Anyways, goodnight.

Chris Brown - Without you,

If you had a choice, then what would you choose to do?

I live without money, I could live without the fame

and if everyday was sunny, I can live without the rain.

and if I went up to heaven, I would fall right back down,

cause' life wouldn't be worth living, cause' you're the one I couldn't live without.

you can take it all from me, and it wouldn't mean anything.

Turn the whole world against me, as long as you don't leave..

What a night. We had a like, mini party at David's house yesterday and fuck, I was forced to take one shot. I said I wouldn't but you know, peer pressure. Oh well, I didn't go red or anything so it was good. Stayed there for a bit and oh my fuck, I saw the most disgusting thing ever. I saw Will vomiting, didn't think he would do it that fast, I wasn't ready to turn around so I saw the damn thing. When Tony drove Mai and I home, we made Nachos and hot chips with sour cream and chili omg, yumm. We died because it was just too much. So much for pigging out LOL. Tony went home at 11.30 or something and Mai and I got changed and watched sex and the city in bed since she's never watched it. It was so long and we started getting tired but then we talked for like 4 hours and slept at 5. I had a great time, love you bitch. She's such a whore! I totally fucked her mind but it's okay, get used to it Mai. We woke up at 11 and I didn't even know it was 11, I thought it was 8 or something because of my shutters. The room was quite dark.. damn lighting. Anyway, I should be doing some work like seriously, I have so much and I don't wanna die tomorrow. We didn't take that much photos yesterday because everyone was busy dancing and drinking so yeah, here a few :)

I cannot stress to you how much I hate winter. I hate waking up in the morning, I hate getting out of bed, I hate catching the bus, I hate being cold at school all the time, I hate not being able to wear shorts/skirts, I hate getting puffy itchy pinky toe, I hate everything. Well almost everything. There are some positives but mostly, it's negatives! I don't know why but I always tend to get puffy really really itchy pinky toes. Is it a disease or something? I think I get it in most winters if I don't wear socks but yeah. It was killing me today, I couldn't even take a nap in the afternoon. I wanted to go doctors but I remember going to the doctors before and she just said it was nothing, it was too cold or something, don't remember and I'm too lazy. I'll just see in a week and if not, I'll drag my ass to the doctors or make Tony take me LOL. So, it's the long weekend and it's strange because I don't feel as pumped as I think I would be. I think because the last two days or so, I've been getting headaches and my legs been hurting a lot. It kinda drains me out really. I can't wait til tomorrow though, get to see my girls and Mai is sleeping over. Woo! I will take lots and lots of photos tomorrow, promise. I should enjoy it now while it lasts because even in this long weekend, I have so much work to do but yeah, fuck it. I'll do it on Sunday or Monday and I know I'll regret it but yeah. Goodnight lovers!

Just thought I'd mention,

my boyfriend is the cutest thing ever.

Cause' the only thing I know is that it's cold without you babe, it's wrong without you babe, and I know it maybe late, but it kills me to watch you walk away.

I hate winter. I can't feel my hands nor my legs whenever I go to school. Why is it so cold? Today was just a bad day. It was international day for my sister's school and we made fried rice for her to bring to school but I forgot to bring it. I remembered during Maths and called Tony at recess to go to my house to get it and give it to my sister. I scared him though because he thought something happened to me. I'm sorry!! He was quite angry at me and said, "I'm angry because I worry and care about you a lot." but then I made up to him but making him a big yummy meal ;).

Had my prac exam today and omg, it was the easiest thing ever. Thank god I didn't study hardcore for it but I won't say anything because for some reason.. the exams I say I did good in, I end up not doing good. Instead, terrible so let's just wait and see. I went to pick up my sister at 2 and I went around the whole school looking for herself, but in the end, she was in the class two doors away from her class. It was 2.40 already. What a piss off. My mum could've just picked her up but then I did. We waited for the bus and it was freezing cold. I was in a bad mood and to make things worse, I had a headache and my legs were sooooo sore. As I'm typing this, my hands are cold still. I can't feel them. This sucks. Hate winter. I can't wait for the long weekends!!! hope everyone enjoys it too. Screw school.. for now. I'm planning to watch Sex and the City this week. I heard it's not as good as the first one but I don't care. A bit late but who gives a crap right? Everyone's talking about the world cup this week but umm, ewww. I don't watch it. Okay, say WHAT THE FUCK now but seriously.. I don't. Bravo to me. If Mai does something, I'll just sit and 'pretend' to cheer :) LOL. She's sleeping over this week, that's if she frigging asks already. Can't wait to draw on her face and shit. Jokes. Happy long weekend bloggers.

Replay.

Jordan Taylor - Everything that matters

Enrique Iglesias ft. Nicole Scherzinger - Heartbeat

I want a leopard bra. Tony and I are gonna go shopping soon and I am gonna own a few leopard bras :). Can't wait! Shopping with the boyfriend, I know shopping with the girls is fun but seriously, shopping with Tony is awesome. I love shopping with him, well.. my shopping's are with him anyway. Soon, he'll always take me shopping once he gets his new job as a bar tender aren't ya babe? ;) okay, I'll shut up before he changes his mind. Not. He wouldn't.

So, school today was shit. I had a free four period since my Ancient and Maths teacher wasn't here today. What a waste of time while I could of been sleeping. I was gonna go home early today at 12 but the head teacher came so we had to stay until 1.15 :( when it was dinner time, strangely.. I just thought I'd share it with you guys because well.. I don't know what to talk about but I'm still typing to fill up the space but I'm always hungry. Trust me. ALWAYS. If you know me well, you'd know but anyway, I wasn't hungry today at dinner and all I ate the whole morning was a pie at recess. I don't think it's much of a surprised because while I was watching desperate housewives, I ate heaps so um yeah.

I hate winter, especially waking up early in the morning to go to school and it's freezing. I die at school because I don't wear stockings. I just can't stand them. They are so irritating. Speaking of winter, I'm sure everyone agrees - I want my jacket!! I'm sick of saying that myself but seriously come on, waiting for two terms to get a jacket and only getting to wear it for a few weeks? jeez. Can't wait until Summer. Long weekend this week, I can't freaking wait!!!!! Goodnight lovers.

The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.

Okay, I managed to get some work done but not a lot but fuck it, I will finish it. It's okay, I'm sure everyone's sick of school already. I ate about two hours ago or something but I feel like eating something now, something sweet but no my ass is fat enough. I think it's time to exercise and actually stick to it. I'm not fat, because I know I'm not. I hate it when people say they're fat when they're not. I just want to be healthy. I never seem to stick to exercising, not even once, I guess the last time was year 10 for sport that I didn't even really try to be physically active. Maybe I should go running with my boyfriend.. or not. Gee, I'm so fucking lazy.

So, tomorrow's Monday that means maths test results are coming back. I am so not looking forward to it. I know it's not gonna be good like the two previous exams but it's only 10%, it's okay right? There's always the trials. "I'll study two topics of Maths throughout a two week period" - never happens. It ends up being 2 days before or something. It's week eight and it's freaking me out.. so much work. Anyway enough about school, my black hair is fading and it's like my natural hair now or something, just a bit darker that's all. I want it jet black again or go and dye it but no.. I will stick to my words and dye it later later on. Blonde? Red? Green? I don't freaking know LOL. No colour in mind but I guess it's not the time to think about that stuff since my hsc is in about a term away. I somewhat have this urge wanting to dye it blonde but I know it's grose on me so let's leave that aside but I'm thinking of red again and maybe, later dye it purple again. Anyway! Can't wait to see Tony tomorrow. I didn't see him on our anniversary, fucking sucks. We couldn't see each other that day :( I guess he's making it up to me by always visiting me after school, taking me out to eat and all. Love you doodle. Goodnight!

Stop distracting me twitter, msn, tumblr, blog and facebook.

Boy, you are my heart for real. Can't no other boy beat that. Can't nobody take his place. You're my number one, one one.

Yes! I am back. Finally uncapped. The last week or so, I've been dying from not going on tumblr, fb, blog or download music. Just Tony. You can imagine how boring it would be. Just kidding babe! So anyway, as you realise it's mine and Tony's anniversary today. How long? I don't even know, it's been too long. I just want to remember this day every month, to remind myself how lucky I am to become his girlfriend on this day. I say the same shit every month but seriously, thanks for everything. We might seem like the perfect couple to others but of course, no one nor couple is perfect. We do have our arguments and all, we do but really, I don't mind them because we did, we have and we always will get through them together. I love you to death babe.

So anyway, the last few days have been.. well you can say stressing. I've been studying, studying and pretty much just work work work. I did my Maths test today and well.. I'm ready to get back shit marks. I won't jinx it though, we'll just have to wait and see ourselves. To make things worse, I freaking lost my calculator 20 minutes before the test!!!! I borrowed the library's and my teacher's calculator so I had two in the exam just in case something happens. Fucking cheap bitch whoever stole it. When you think of it, school is nearly finished!! How exciting but scary. Anyway, Tony bought me Coastal Scents eyeshadow palette, NYX Jumbo eye pencil in Milk and 12 set brushes and they arrived on Wednesday! I haven't tried them out yet but I know I will love them. I will have a MAC one soon. I don't even know why I bought the brushes when I have like 50 brushes now.

Happy Anniversary baby!!!!!!!!

I love you to death (L)

I've been capped for the last few days and I won't be uncapped until the 5th. It's not as slow as I thought it would be though, but it's slow and that is why I haven't been blogging. I have also just started studying for Maths yesterday and there's a lot of things that is also coming up, and I'm really not looking forward to any of it except the long weekend and the holidays. Well, I think everyone is. So, let's see where I should start.

On Saturday, Tony and I went to watch Nightmare on Elm St. I wasn't expecting it to be that scary since I watched behind the scenes before I went to watch the movie, but the whole movie was full of unexpected scenes that scared the crap out of me. For the last few days, I've still been thinking of it, and it scares me but that didn't wreck my sleeping pattern. I can sleep, I just get scared randomly, at random times. I like the movie though, it was scary and also really funny at times LOL. Weird of me saying that about a horror movie, but if you watch it, you know what I mean. When Tony and I first walked into the cinema, there was literally no one there but us. That made me shit myself and was so close to tell Tony to get out, I ain't watching it just us two. Heaps of people came later on though, which was good. It started to get crowded actually. We then went back to Tony's house to watch movies and eat. Before he dropped me home, we went to Mai's house for a bit. It's late but, thanks baby. I spent my whole Sunday doing notes and study. Business killed me and you know what? I did 70 pages of notes and realised the next day, it's due on Thursday. What a piss off.

Anyway, Tony just got his bar tender license and he will soon become one. How exciting. He can be my own little bar tender. Full make drinks and shit on my 18th. Jokes. Yeah right I'm joking. So anyway, just wanted to point out Lucy made my day today. I love her to death.

Kimee Trinh

I am a seventeen year old teenager who is currently doing the HSC. I am inspired by many things in this world. Sometimes, I can be a real spazzo and really loud when I'm with the people I love. Purple, leopard, make-up and fashion is my love. Family and friends ♥

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