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Wednesday, July 14
Won't be blogging until HSC is over, cbf. Tumblr me bitches. Wednesday, June 30 Fk, I don't know what to do but cry.. Tony has been gone for like hours now and he should be back long ago but his not, I'm worried. I'm so damn worried. His fine, I know, but you know, I'm freaking worried. Come home already!!!! I miss you :( The moment I got out of the house, it was friggin cold. Walking past the park near my house, it was layered with ice, snowy white I should say. It looked so beautiful, I wished it could snow here in Sydney. I am so not in the mood for school these days considering the bloody cold weather and of course, school overall. I didn't want to go to school tmrw but I don't know, something is telling me to. No sleeping in tmrw for me damnit. Well, it's the last day for me so it's good enough, I can sleep all I want on Friday unless Tony decides to come over and wake me up. Anyway, not in the mood to blog. I am so fucking worried that its not funny. Where is Tony? is he okay? did anything happen? why isn't he calling me back? is he safe? OMGGGG :'( FK. BYE. Tuesday, June 29 you don't know what you're missing out, until the day it finally arrives. I swear, I got up, got dressed ready to go to school then wam, I got a massive headache. yeah, I could've went to school with a headache that lasted the whole day but I didn't, I wanted to go to sleep again, I'm such a lazy shit but it's okay, it's only the last week of school. The day I decide to be away, the day our year 12 jackets arrive, I don't think it's actually worth the time that we've waited for it but I'll see when I see it tmrw - mixed reviews really. I slept basically the whole day today and well, I managed to get some work done. Finally, something productive. It made me feel so much better though, so I guess something does come out of it. I finished my maths and business notes. I was gonna go running today to do some damn exercise in years, seriously, it's been years since I've actually exercise. It was too cold so I didn't, too lazy too to admit. I hate winter, I hate it so much. Why is it so cold? does it get any friggin colder? faraout, what the hell are we supposed to wear in this weather and what the hell are we supposed to do. Not to mention going to school wearing a skirt. Okay, my fault for not wearing stockings but still, it's friggin cold even with stockings on. I can't wait for summer!! by then, I'll be the happiest girl, well I guess everyone will be. You know what? I'm getting sick of my black hair now, I want to go back to brown. I don't even know what colour to dye it anymore considering I've dyed it like every colour you can think of. I'm trying to not dye as much anymore, so I'll stay as black for a while, hopefully. Some people are getting haircuts and things and I should get a haircut soon too. I want something different this time, but I don't know what. Gnight.    Dianna Agron is gorgeous, love her. Monday, June 28 and five years later I still call you baby, you've been there when it was crazy. What a day, didn't do any work really it was a total bludge. I don't think I should of came but I have to, not really but I did unfortunately. I just hate it when it's the last week of school cause it kills my study mood and the mood of doing work, what a pain. I was planning to stay home tmrw but I'm not. I don't want to get into that habit when there's only one term left. Anyway, today I realised guys are just hilarious, like funny in a way where you laugh at them not with them. The things they say are just so funny and how they say it. Anyways, I am deciding what to get Tony for his 19th birthday, jeez fk, oldie much? I don't know, I have so many options and I don't know what to choose. I'm chatting to him atm on msn and omfg, he made me laugh so much like seriously, ALOT. Literally "rofl", "lol" and "lmao". So anyway, enough about that idiot. I managed to clean my room and my vanity table today! it looks so clean, it hasn't been this clean in like, ages. I want to re-stock on my makeup and things but fk, I have to save up for Tony's present that is gonna make me broke. I seriously hate being un-employed. $$$$$$$$$$$$$. Oh shit, I feel like staying home tmrw but a part of me doesn't want to. School or nool? :/   Sunday, June 27 I wanted to stop blogging but I just miss it whenever I don't. I got sick of my old skin so I changed the background but other than that, everything else is about the same. Last week of school, tell me who won't be excited? yeah okay, even if I have to do work and study, I'm still excited for it because it's freaking holidays. I'm gonna go out, parties and shopping!! it feels like forever since I last went. Anyway, tomorrow is Tony's last shift at Hungry Jacks and I cannot be any happier. He doesn't need to wake up at 4 in the morning anymore and a new job, means shopping for who? ME. I made him promise me to take me on a shopping spreee buahaa, what a bitch I am but umm, its what a boyfriend are supposed to do right? yeah totally. So today I realised something strange about my belly ring, it looks like it's infected or something fuck me, it's like my second pierced and if it's infected well, I can't do much but rage at myself. I'm bored of it anyway so it's okay but I hate the time it takes to heal. Tony's going to take me to go check up on it tmrw so hopefully everythings okay, if not, fuck you piercing. I hate piercings now, don't even know why I went to get it back then. It's hidden anyway, it's not like I'm gonna wear a shirt where people is going to see it. I was so excited to go watch toy story 3 with Tony today but then the weather was gay and he slept til 2 because that dighead left me alone until 5.30 am jks 8-) In these holidays I have so many things in my mind that I want to do. A definite goal for me is definitely study but other than that I must buy the things I need to and go out as much as possible with studying fitted somewhere in that schedule. I think I might go search for my formal dress as well, something different. Definitely not black or white. God, I hate being a girl, getting tempted over every shoes, clothes, make-up, well everything you see. I'm going to buy Tony Bianco's Caska in black, you sexy thang.   Monday, June 21 Close your eyes, clear your heart, let it go. The fucking feeling of relief after doing an exam. Ancient History killed my life yesterday and my hands today. My hands felt like they were gonna fall off and I bludged today because I think I need it after studying on Sunday. I watched Kickass and yeah, even though I am late, it was an awesome movie. Okay, I'm sure everyone's watched it already but just maybe, there are people out there like me who haven't okay. Anyways, Tony came to visit me again today and he told me he got fined again, like what the hell, twice in two weeks? faraout cops are so mean. poor baby. Anyways, I can't be bothered for blogging anymore, it's so boring. catch me on tumblr or something :) Wednesday, June 16 Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing. What a tiring day, for some reason. School was quite short for me because my Science teacher wasn't here so I finished at 12, wooooo. I also finish at 12 tomorrow, great great! School is so boring these days, all you do is work and more work. There are a few bludge here and there but not like before. Things change too which is surprisingly considering what sort of things change. Didn't expect it, but it happened. It's like everything around me is changing so fast and the people.. some, in a good way, some not in a bad way.. just, I don't know. But anyway, I love my life. I love the people in it, though I've lost many in my life, it's okay there's always others who make me happy. There's literally a term left and it's so fast but totally far. I want it to end now. I want to do things I enjoy, being able to do whatever I want, not study.. that much. Well at least not stress myself out. Anyway, I'm craving for yum cha and my boyfriend, being him, always takes me out to eat whenever I crave for something. I love love you! He came over today and we were both being Asians making mi goreng to eat, I was so hungry and I'm hungry now. Waiting for parents to come home and make me dinner. Oh wait my parents are home now. I'm gonna go eat. I don't even know why I'm typing this yes. BYEEEEE :) |
Kimee Trinh I am a seventeen year old teenager who is currently doing the HSC. I am inspired by many things in this world. Sometimes, I can be a real spazzo and really loud when I'm with the people I love. Purple, leopard, make-up and fashion is my love. Family and friends ♥ TUMBLR Tony Hoang's (L) 
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